Well let's see here...I worked yesterday 11-5 and was on call today but they didn't call me in...thank god because I woke up with yet again another headache...Not sure whats going on here but I'm not liking it...Took a alka selzer and it went away...so I took a walk to Shaws for a few things felt like I was going to puke mid way home...headache came back, ugh... So now just hanging out around the house getting some housework done...laundry is going now.
You know...I'm actually happy single now...I get lonely but anytime I get asked to hang out i usually make excuses because I have some phobia being around people closely...Like anytime someone asks to hang out I get wicked nervous and anxious and usually end up cancelling not because i don't want to hang out but because I feel like there's nothing to do here and the conversation wont flow and it will be one awkward mess ya know? Am i'm the only one who this happens to??? I have been keeping in my little bubble which includes my parents, Nacia, Anthony...yup that about sums it up on who i actually talk to...Other than the people at work, i mean i see them a few times a week :) lol
On another note can people keep an eye out for me for cars in the area for around $1200...Looking to buy really soon :) Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! So freaking excited about that then things will finally get better for me.
Okay i guess i'm done writing for now...Hope everyone has a good rest of the day!
I think I know what you mean about cancelling out on people. I'm the same way. It's not that I don't want to be around my friends or anything but perhaps I'm afraid of things becoming awkward. I usually end up talking too much, too little, or cracking too many jokes if I do go out. So unless an invite includes my kids I usually end up cancelling.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that I'm not the only one this happens to...Wish I could find a cure, lol
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